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i’ve adopted a puppy!! haha.. visit him at my other blog..

i’m here.. but not exactly in a blogging mood.. it’s been a long time since my last post.. lots of things have happened and i’m not being able(read: lazy) to write/type out all of them.. haha.. i’ve been to other ppl blogs and the ways they write their blogs are simply entertaining.. like the one i used in my ‘long time ago’ posts.. cancelling out the words.. and the one here which is putting words in brackets… it’s really fun.. moreover the topics they blogged are sooo interesting/entertaining and blah blah blah, by this i mean i cant find to words to describe.. the one that i usually drop by, other then my frens’, is lazypinpin.blogspot.. and from her blog, i’m link to other very ‘good’ sites.. cool..

get back to my life..
well, the most recent happening is yesterday’s lantern fest at sedaya.. organized by sc.. ate and played.. then cleaned up.. not a tough job as we’ve got many good frens helping out.. but there is that someone who is really annoying.. grr.. slept the whole afternoon/evening..kind of lar.. tired plus read hp which really made me really sleepy.. the book’s a disappointment to me.. not as interesting as the previous few.. but i dont mind reading it lar.. danbrown’s books that i’ve read recently are nice..’angels and demons’ and ‘digital fortress’..but heard that ‘deception point’, which i’ll be able to get my hands on in a few days is not as good as the other two..oh, well.. and because of that two books, i’ve got an ambigram of my name and i can write in codes.. hiak hiak.. jmpwflfo.. making any sense? hehe*blush blush* blek.. last sat i went to permai.. thought it would be packed with ppl as it’s a public holiday but i was soooo wrong.. well, there were lots of ppl but not as many as i thought it would be.. saw many foreigners.. heard two guys talking with the person in charge of the kayak.. at first i thought they were korean or japanese coz i didnt understand what were they talking about.. it sounded like korean at first.. then kinda like japanese.. then OMG.. they were actuallyspeaking in chinese.. oopss..wondered how i’ld be if i would ever go to china.. thick accent they have.. talking about china, yaw hung is there already.. studying medic.. all the best to him.. went to visit him before he left kch.. he was so buzy that time.. wrong timing.. haha.. pai seh..
dont feel like typing anymore.. want to go blog browsing again.. as well as replying two mails… haha.. tata..      

since streamyx today is kinda slow.. not ‘kinda’ actually.. it’s ‘very’.. i might as well pop in a few more words.. i watched ‘taeguki’( do i get the title right?).. anyway, it was shown on tv3 a few weeks back buy i didnt watch that..i watched the illegal one..haha.. it was bloody.. bloody as in lots of blood.. really..i bet all those sences were censored in tv3..  hardly ate after that.. i watched it before lunch.. ha.. 

so here i am.. after aimlessly wandering around in people’s blogs, i’m here blogging…

let’s see… our national day was 31st august.. but instead of celebrating its 48th national day, we should be celebrating its 42nd national day.. MALAYSIA IS ONLY FORMED IN 1963 AFTER SABAH AND SARAWAK JOINED THE MALAY STATES… this is in the papers today…

i came across a blog today.. it’s nothing actually.. it just has lovely pictures although i dont really understand what do they mean as they are in korean.. they are just cute.. and i suppose they should be funny… the earlier post, well, those i understand.. bcos they are in english.. hahaha.. http://bewpic.blogspot.com/

came across other blogs also.. but they are just about their owners’ daily lives..

now, i’m going to continue with my ‘life’…
since yesterday, i have this reoccuring headache.. it comes and it goes..  and yet they say chocolate cures headache*huff*.. you see.. i love chocolate( but dont ask me to differentiate between types of chocolate.. i only eat).. i read some article some time ago and it said that chocolates are good for headache.. it causes your body to produce more serotonin as low levels of serotonin are linked to migraine and depression.. so.. i might have migraine.. i might be depressed..haha… so i took chocolate after bought some last night..but then it didnt seem to have effect on me.. or i didnt take enough? should i go and buy a bar of chocolate and finish it all? neh~.. conclusion: i DONT have migraine and i’m NOT depressed.. anyway.. read up on chocolate just now.. chocolate is bad for DOGS… if you love your dog(s), don’t feed it with yummy chocolate.. it’s good for human(that’s you.. and me..) only… *hiak hiak hiak*.. hate dogs? buy chocolate and slowly poison them to dead then..but plz.. dont let me know..

today is 31 aug.. m’sia independence day.. merdeka*3.. let’s get into the merdeka mood.. shall we?.. or shall we not?.. no lah*hiak hiak hiak*..

last night slept really early.. before 10.. well, nothing was on tv.. then no body asked me out… actually i myself didnt want(and couldnt) go out.. yesterday afternoon everywhere was quite crowded..erm.. correction.. saw a lot of cars on the road but didnt see a lot of people.. or was it  a lot? nvm…

i was in the kitchen just now.. chopped the garlic, then the onion*sob sob*, then the veggies.. sliced myself.. this time, i can see blood.. hahaha.. kitchen is actually a very sacred place.. everybody has his or her own style in the kitchen.. so basically, there is no the right way or the wrong way on doing things in the kitchen.. am i right?.. or wrong?

anyway.. i’ve always feel like blogging.. but i always ended up reading other people’s blog..blek… don’t mind me..

on wednesday…
it’s 0930..’ahh!’ class at 1000…

on friday..
the post-mortem for the camp at lppkn office.. wow, it was long.. from 6 to 9 pm.. i didn’t have anything before i went.. i was really hungry.. we talked about what’s good, what’s bad, what we personally gained.. then we went to eat at satok hawker stalls.. i blew my curfew.. *sorry, mom*

on tuesday…
early in the morning..
heard some weird weird sound again.. this time it’s their alarm.. phone alarm.. three of them.. i didn’t know whether to wake up or not since i wasn’t a team leader.. i woke up anyway.. 0500.. saw yewsoon at the other side..waved..went to washroom.. brushed teeth… then went back to sleep again.. until angie came to call.. qayum was supposed to lead the morning exercise.. in the end angie was the one doing it.. i didn’t join them.. i went typing instead with ken.. got our job done while the kids were having treasure hunt.. saw them running around.. shouting around.. in this camp.. i always heard jac’s voice.. always.. she is definately the most paticipating and enthusiastic team leader around.. i really salute her..

dish washing..
talking to ken after the job was done.. then breakfast.. then very eng went and washed dishes for the participants.. tons and tons of dishes to wash.. washed until my skin went dry.. now i have dry and rough hands*huff*.. they used cloth washing soap.. so it was harsh to the skin.. i stood there washing dishes until i got a headache.. for standing too long i guess.. while washing, heard them talking about thinking hats..hmm..more flipcharts..more typing.. went to took a long cold shower.. changed into paradox challenge shirt and shorts(big mistake).. put on my sunscreen.. then (forgotten what happened in between)..

getting really dirty..
the next thing i remember was seeing them in the obstacle course and mind game.. jac was really… she was slow and steady with her group.. unlike the others.. frustration was never on her face..blind folded.. they went into the ditch.. into the bushes.. into the pond.. they came out soaking wet.. then under the wire again.. they shirts were full of sand..seeing them worked together really touched me.. don’t know why tears were then in my eyes.. then they were allowed to bath in the sea.. ee.. see? the shirt was a big mistake.. it’s white.. i didn’t want it to get yellowish in the end.. it’s a nice shirt.. very nice..

ouch..
after they cleaned up.. the master(forgotten which martial art) was there.. they taugh them many things.. how to defent when they are in different situations.. i was half asleep then.. really sleepy.. i was seated behind.. there’s still someone behind.. very embarassing eh.. you know how people are when they are about to fall asleep.. head sideway then… ya lah, i was like that.. that was when the master, master george sim, was talking.. after that when there were more actions i stood up and watched.. interesting.. jac and qayum were at the very front.. matnor was near me.. sleeping.. this guy here really knows how to sleep.. i salute him also.. then ken and qayum played a few of the steps.. the ‘raping’ ones are very ‘entertaining’.. laughed my head off… and i heard that the moves really hurt..ouch..

time’s running out..
there were still many things to accomplish but so less time.. more debriefing had to be done.. bus was coming around 1600… fasten the pace.. then reached the cert presentation.. they noticed we washed the dishes.. i thought we were only jiak ba bo shu zho(meaning.. too free).. no need to mention about that gua.. they gave out prizes to outstanding team members.. books.. then keychains to another category.. forgotten what it was.. then we sang ‘mungkin nanti’.. didn’t know the lyrics.. then ’suara’ for the one last time.. then we were off to the bus.. going homeward..

on the bus…
used the same bus.. this time more participants were with us.. one was even ‘blind’.. couldn’t see i’m sitting there har?..nvm..again bumpy road.. me, sleepy head again.. borrowed ken’s shoulder again.. then the sky got dark.. a little bit of lightening.. but it’s ok.. i sat at the very front row.. had lot’s of space for my legs..haha.. then heard the people at the back singing..*yawn* i went to wonderland.. slept for some time.. reached lppkn office at 1900++..

looking for food…
upon reaching lppkn, matnor’s sis was already there.. used matnor’s harrier, we went to dennis’ which is own by sylvia’s bro.. but it was full.. someone booked it for a b’day party.. we were stucked there.. jac, ken, yewsoon, alex, fred, ida and me.. matnor’s went to send qayum home.. called angie, passed me to sylvia.. waiting for solution, we all chitchatted… angie and sylvia came.. matnor’s back too.. we went to richmond’s place.. it was also full..*huff*.. then went to s’wak club.. ’shorts not allowed in the restaurant’.. oh.. ok..got changed.. but we ended up at the hall.. there, anything is allowed..*duh* .. had fish and chips.. not nice..

going home…
it was almost 2300 when i got home.. the journey home was.. slow.. matnor drove really slow.. haha.. i didn’t see the meter reached 60.. and it was raining.. called for my sis to open the gate for me.. didn’t bring my keys.. then put all the dirty clothes in pails to soak them.. then my bath.. then online awhile.. then slept around 0030… nite nite..

on monday…
‘ring~~’…
‘hello~~’..’wake up now…’..’huh??~~ what time is it?’.. ‘0430..’..’k~ thx~..’ got my moning call from ken… my stupid idiot clock shown 0130.. bathed.. drank milo.. readied for ken and the gang to pick me up… they arrived around 0530.. then went over to pick jac.. then to lppkn office.. arrived quite late.. reached there.. sylvia’finally see you guys’.. oops.. we were not there early enough…

it’s happening…
watched the others went into action.. gather the participants.. then got into the bus.. it was so chilly during the journey.. i only wore a tube under my windbreaker.. i thought we were going to get our t-shirt the first thing we got to the office.. duh..where was it??… it was in the bus all along.. just that it was not given out.. fine.. no prob.. had fun in the bus also.. playing stupid things.. talking stupid stuffs.. hahaha..

batu, silat and fish…
reached kem alapong… waved to the cameraman, rasyid.. checked into the room.. batu.. that’s the name of the room.. ida, jac and me in one room… just the three of us… the guys were more cramped in their rooms.. the participants were in the other blocks.. six in a room… i dont know how their rooms look like.. didn’t explore the place thoroughly *sigh*…after checking in, all participants asked to assemble in the used to be praying place.. they clear the space out just for us to have the briefing there.. the hall was going to be used for the launching… we had to sing for the launching..’suara’ or the ‘voice of tomorrow’ or ‘ming re de sen ying’.. in the end they decided to stick to the malay version.. duh.. wasted ken’s energy only… went to do other stuff.. so didnt know what happened to the participants then.. i went up and down.. left and right.. then settled myself with the gang that’s waiting for the yb to arrive.. watched jac playing silat.. wa.. so kiang… then qayum and ken came to join us after they had done with the presentation thing… the wait for the yb was looong… i was geting restless.. then he arrived.. jac took the corsage from my tray.. then he went in.. then the launching began.. reporters and many other don’t know whos were there.. ya.. yewsoon was in the paper.. holding the tank for the fish.. ( http://ryuuko.blogs.friendster.com/secretkeeper/2005/08/fantastic_1.html)

am i alright?…
do i have a sick looking face??! y ppl kept asking me whether i’m ok or not.. at first it was angela.. then ken sat near and i fired the question at him’do i look sick? ppl were asking me that question..’..’ i was about to ask you the same thing..’ huh?..grr.. tiam..well, looking at myself in the mirror(all the time).. i really do look pale.. what’s wrong with me? no enough blood??.. how to get me looking healthy??*huff*.. make up ar?..eee….

after the launching…
we had our lunch by the beach.. then angela told something to us about qayum which was amazing.. same thing happened that night to ken also(http://chubikia.blogspot.com/2005/08/ham-chin-peng-in-48-hours.html).. anyway, the camp continue with the talks and the activities.. so ken and i typed and typed.. i couldnt believe that these kids were tagged ‘hopeless’ by their school teachers.. some of them might be.. but some.. i think the teachers didnt read the invitation correctly… this camp was actually to help those ‘problematic’ students to realise their potential.. well, the name of the camp is ‘ the potential in you’.. actually everyone can go.. just that this is the first camp and it’s all sponsored, so i guess it’s the right thing to give it to the much needed kids.. then, had tea.. dinner.. supper.. wow..really, this camp did not starve people..

at night…
there was this survival thing during the night at the beach.. the night sky was amazing.. stars.. so bright.. moon.. quite full.. i’ve not seen this for long time.. they learnt tying knots.. reminded me of my girl guide days.. they also set up a camp fire.. just the arrangement of the fire wood.. nothing else.. cheh.. then they getting ready to begin the night trekking… jac, ken and i were with the green team.. that two ‘kids’ in the team ar.. kept teasing each other.. ken asking them to keep quiet they also stayed quiet for a while only.. i myself also like that la.. didn’t listen to pak haji talking.. didn’t listen to the instruction :P 

the night trekking…
it was a loooong walk.. passed the kampung and jungle.. heard weird weird noise from an empty hall.. it’s just the dripping of water.. but that place really gave me the creeps.. when we reached the the third check point, those people were there and we just walked past them.. haha.. we walked and walked.. over the mountain.. over the sea*seems like it la, but of course we didn’t*.. finally, we finished it and reached the big road.. suddently felt like running.. so some of us ran along the road.. the team became quite messed up.. yeah, during the trekking, the ketua did a very fantastic job.. anyway, after the run, felt very good.. then saw something on the road..

RUN!!!…
it was a black long rope looking thing.. it was in the middle of my path.. i didnt bother much about it.. then i stepped on it(very accidentally).. it JERKED.. OMG.. i ran like hell.. what the hell was it doing in the middle of the road??!! didn’t it know that a car/ truck might squash it to dead? didn’t it know that the road is the most dangerous place for it to be? these creatures.. really.. no brain ar?.. anyway, i ran and ran, looked back at it, hoped it wasn’t after me..then i stopped.. laughed(quite hard).. still very shocked.. the scene still playing in my head.. laughed some more.. then laughed again.. don’t know how many times i did that.. when my heart wasn’t beating that fast anymore.. the aftershock came.. i cried.. i was very shaken by that.. hope that snake is dead.. hope it get squash by a car.. hope it end up in somebody’s sup(can it be eaten?).. hope the snake is well.. *special thanks to ken and jac*..my sis’why didn’t you walk away from it in the first palce instead on stepping on it?’.. well, i think i was very tired at that time.. so i was very tired to alter my walking pace.. so the snake was cun cun on the spot where i had to lay my foot down.. so.. deng deng deng deng~, stepped on it.. so lucky of me..

go ong ong…
reached the camp, two teams had not come back yet… sat at the hall for a while.. then i went to sleep.. they still had another programme to go.. ‘penghayatan malam’ or ‘night appreciation’.. i heard it was not that good.. some gained somthing from it.. some just plainly slept during the whole session.. well, i was sound asleep in my room.. with my room door not locked.. ida and jac were still with their teams..nite nite…

on sunday
early morning…
we went up to kem alapong to check out the place..jacjac, ken ken , qayum, matnor and me.. they picked me up around 7am and went to matnor’s place first for i dont know what.. breakfast i think.. there i learnt that qayum was at matnor’s place since 6 something in the morning to get him up.. so at his place, we had tea.. saw his friend.. his family… then we were back in his black very dirty kenari with very slippery leather seats again to go to lppkn office… at first we thought we didn’t have to drive, reached lppkn office, ahaha.. we had to drive ourselves up.. we didnt know the way..and we were supposed to follow the other car.. a green pajero..

driving ourselves up…
but we lost them after we filled up at petrol station.. no worries as the five very smart people in the kenari were very smart to find their own way up.. the journey was fun.. we used the road that past through matang and we even stopped at matnor’s another house which is on half hill.. wow.. but"huh? no keys ar?".. nevermind that.. we continue our journey..singing, eating, fooling, sleeping… qayum with his childish act, asking matnor to feed him snacks.. very cute (meaning ugly but adorable)…me, the sleepy head, wanted to sleep.. borrowed ken’s shoulder to sleep.. wonder whether his shoulder ache or not after supporting my head for sometimes..

‘the missing car’…
reached lundu, they were already looking for us..well, we kinda took the long way up.. we were tagged ‘the missing car’.. hahaha.. so after the toilet break and some drinks, we were on our way to kem alapong… reached there, angela was already there enquiring about ‘the missing car’.. so we quickly went for the briefing.. the place is small.. ‘kecil tapi molek’  they put it this way..  unimas students were there too on that day.. they were leaving.. after lunch at kem alapong, we went home..

samatan beach???!!!….
this time, jac jac drove.. qayum was very worry at first.. the three of us at the back went to sleep.. woke up "huh???!!!! what the hell are we doing at samatan beach????!!!!" but the view was nice.. the sky was spectacular.. should have went out the car and have a walk.. i found something to do.. read.. i found a book in matnor’s car..’johnny angle’.. ken and matnor advised me not to read as it might give me a headache.. but i carried on with it anyway.. i am perfectly fine with reading in moving car…

‘drowning’…
then something memorable happened on our way ‘out’ to kch.. the rain started to pour.. very very heavily.. and "ahhh!" by me.. the car leak.. hahha.. and we were still lost at nowhere.. the leaking is getting heavier and heavier as the rain was.. we stopped in a small hut.. while they work on how to prevent the leak.. i continue with my reading .. then we started to cover the pillar with graffiti with ken’s red ink (http://spawnyboy.blogs.friendster.com/the_tight_area/2005/08/one_hell_of_a_w.html)… the guys managed to stop the leaking by tucking plastic bags on the doors.. then we were off on our way again.. again, the usally stuff.. singing, eating, fooling, sleeping…

finally…
reached kch around 1600.. stopped at ken’s house a while, street dancing?(http://snowdiarysnow.blogspot.com/2005/08/road-trip.html) huh?… went to sebarkas ’shopping’.. sent jac home, sent me home.. then the guys headed to matnor’s place.. they sleptover at his house.. ken had to wake those two up the next day around 0430.. tough job…

the dinner…
i was so tired and i had not packed but there was a function to attend.. kpa annual yun lan dinner.. bathed, wore a white dress, quite short.. i had forgotten that tien court is very chilly.. *sneeze*.. hugged my mom’s arm for warmth… should have picked something longer and thicker…saw ailian an aiping singing.. went home quite early.. before 2200.. never had it ended so early.. if i’ve not mistaken, for the past few years, it ended around 2300++… very happy as i needed to pack.. packed.. slept.. nite nite…

yeah.. i have not been blogging these few days.. i wanted to blog but when i got home from coll or somewhere, my bro was already glued to the pc… how could i, a loving caring sis*vomit*, ask him to go away and let me have the pc..

hmmm.. pathetic la having to share a com with someone..nvm.. getting my own laptop soon..when i’m off studying somewhere…hiak hiak hiak.. which would be another few years*sigh*..

anyway, today is saturday and i can blog coz my bro is at sch.. hahaha.. replacement class for him..

just got off the phone with qayum.. n suddently realised what he meant by having watched a lot of movies without him.. that time tidak sama gang mah.. now sama gang liao.. going a lot of places together liao.. will have a lot of movies together liao.. forget the past, look for the future.. what am i crapping about.. the point is, we are now friends who will hang out together often..

so many things have happened the past few days.. things that i wanted to blog on but since i couldnt blog, i have forgotten what i’ve wanted to write..*huff*..so just a brief recollection of what happened.. let’s refer to the calander.2/8..no idea what happened…3/8.. yeah! that wednesday.. i went to the kch fest with my frens.. howkee, peijiun, siawqing, siawping, mingfung n chungsia who are now ‘happily’ studying form6 in pending.. n tzeyang who came back from melacca..4/8.. nth special i think.. 5/8..some talk about perfume at coll..grooming oneself with perfume.. din gain anything from it.. then at night went out again to lppkn office..wow..second time in a week to go out at night without parents but with frenzz.. going to a camp soon not as participent.. 6/8.. went to cck to collect the things we would sell at the sccs charity sale the next day.. then went to many other places also.. first with yukiun and ken.. then with eksia and ken.. afternoon time, i did some baking for the charity sale.. 7/8..the charity sale.. at civic centre.. fun.. but don wanna do it again.. so these are what basically happen last week..

this week..ermm.. had bio test on thurs..then three hours break before the next class..4 of us went to ken’s house to have ice cream..the very yummy sunnyhill ice cream..3 of the other people went to the movie.. started jogging this week..yea.. when the haze is here..for the sack of the camp.. this week we also got a chinese name for qayum , forgot which day it was.. he now has a chinese name, called jiayong..nice hor?( yum, nama kitak appear so many times in this post, thank me.. thank me!! hiak hiak hiak).. thurs night mommy didnt cook, so went to lau dian to have dinner.. all the ice-smthismthi are huge.. really huge.. tues noon, wanted to have pizza at pizza hut but they were not open that early, ended up having rice at h2o..

hai~~ don wanna type anymore.. have some other things to do before my bro gets home..

beginning of another week… today chem is cancelled coz went to watch a debate.. world style.. wow.. should see how they speak.. well, some stumble here and there a bit.. but some of them just speak with such fluency, such ‘coolness’..*applause*… but i’ve forgetten what they debated on.. hmm.. it something about east is influnced by west through IT if i’m not mistaken… i dont understand the ‘big’ word they are using..haha.. anyway, public speaking followed and ha.. again so like it’s nothing tough for them.. i know those people are used to do those speaking in public kinda stuff but to me, it’s something i dont dare.. wonder if i’m starting to train now, will i be like them? haha.. neh.. what for?..

yea.. today is the presentation for bio day.. my topic is nutrition.. paired up with eksia.. so imagine two cute cute little galz talking in front of the class.. hiak hiak hiak… don like it..

it’s the 1st day of august.. 7 months have passed.. i’ve been holding the name of a college student for 7 months.. ngai ti.. time flies.. but.. hehe..i’m still an eight year old kid… hiak hiak hiak*i’ve been liking this evil laugh of mine :P*